I’m not really sure what it is that makes me feel like I just wanna vanish from this planet and go somewhere where no one could ever find me and where I have no feelings at all. It’s been happening a lot…I hate it. I just wanna be happy… I feel like when I smile and laugh I’m just lying to myself… because most of the time I kinda am… I wanna be happy again… I don’t wanna lay in bed every night and wish that I didn’t exist… I don’t wanna crave that feeling of death where everything was perfect anymore. I want my life to be just as good as what I had once experienced. I want to be happy for once.. for me…
You know what makes my blood pressure go up
When you wanna rant about why you hate someone and you stop and try to think about it and you can’t really find a good reason to hate them…
Does that mean you no longer have feelings for that person? Because hate is a feeling and I don’t really feel hate anymore. I kinda feel nothing, but I really wanna just rage out with why I don’t like this person… But I have nothing…. Ah!
I just don’t like you!
(fits of running in place with arms flying around)
I need reasons! Good reasons! Because I just look stupid with no reasons!
Let’s just put it this way… Weird as a mother fucker… But no… Because I’m weird as a mother fucker… Uh no words can really explain I guess.
Fuuuuuuckkk
I’m in a glass box of emotions.
It makes me laugh when I see people on my Facebook under the age of 21 say.
“Oh I’m never drinking again”
Bitch your 16! Shut the fuck up!
You don’t look cool you look dumb.
Stop worrying about “partying” and “boys” and fuckin live your youth life the right fuckin way! Pay attention in school, have slumber parties with girls with your legs closed so you don’t end up on 16 and pregnant, fucking ride a damn bike!
I swear kids these days have NO MORALS! All they know are damn fuckin quotes like YOLO!
Lose the cell phone, the computer, the camera you take half naked pictures with, the drama, the drugs and alcohol!
Meh!!!!!
I think I got it all out for the moment :)
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